



Gracias a Dios (thanks to God) I am here in Azacualpa and have most of my sanity. As I write this update it is hard to comprehend that I have been here three weeks already. Still my spanish is quite poor but I have been blessed with some tutors here. I will say that as I continue to struggle, the relationships that seem to build themselves, do not recognize language barriers. The children in my host family (including some of their cousins, half-siblings and neighbors) have both been my teachers and my friends. The youngest ones talk to me just as if I can understand every word they say when most of the time I can´t. My companions in the office have been a little frustrated at times with my inability to understand them... after the third time they repeat the same phrase, which I already told them I don´t understand. Still, things are coming along.
It is incredible when I think back to my expectations and naive understanding of where I was coming and the work that I would be doing. I half expected a much different world, not just a different culture and language. I have learned a great deal already about managing the environment here and different methods of farming. At times, with the exception of the language, when driving through some of the pine forests of the mountains, I think back to my time in Oregon. Or when driving through the fields of corn or cow pastures, I realize that things are not so different here. The small villages up in the mountains are made up of the same type of people you and I are. I quickly lost the disillusionment of seeing people as anything other than who they are instead of what they have or do not have. They experience the same joy that we do and I often wonder who is happier in the end, those with more or those with less... but one thing is clear, those with less are often much more willing to share what they do have. This is a convicting topic, I think, for many of us. How have we treated visitors, not only to our house and our town, but to our country? to our churches? People have literally gone out of their way to get me something they only ASSUMED that I desired. How many of us do that with people in our lives?
I will say that for me, the living situation has been quite an adjustment. I learned soon after I moved into my ¨own¨ room that I was actually sharing it with many flying and crawling creatures. Well, last week I had to have a talk with these roommates. I told them all that as long as they did not bite me, crawl on me or just freak me out, that for these ten months I could tolerate them, with the help of a fan in my room... thank the Lord. Well apparently the city of Azacualpa was unaware of this compromise and came through the streets (and even into the houses with gas powered pumps that spray a sort of insecticide). The word is that the hurricane may have pushed many of these mosquitoes from the east side of the country our direction and that it has been a bit worse than usual. The bites are not what they worry about, its the dengue fever that can lay a person up for a few days that they are trying to avoid. For me the shower and the toilet are the two most vulnerable areas for mosquito bites. Also last night when I went to the bathroom, I was unaware that anyone else was using it and as I opened the door, was almost trampled by a large, equally shocked, cockroach.
Doña Maria, my host mother, is an elderly woman who is extremely attentive and has a heart of gold but also is well respected in the community. There is no one that I would rather live with... and it helps that her back yard is adjacent to the soccer campo where they have games every Sunday. Instead of paying the entrance fee to watch from the bleachers, I climb the mango tree with a few of my young friends and watch the game perched in the tree. Last weekend, the power went out again, as it seems to daily, during the game and when it returned an hour or more later and we returned to our perches, it seemed as though everyone had just waited at the field for it to return. This surprised me for 2 reasons: 1) most of the time the power takes a lot longer to return and 2) it showed me how many people´s weekend revolves around the game.

I am anxious to find my place here. I look forward to speaking comfortably and understanding more about the environment, religions, family, and culture...not to say that I have not already had algun conversaciones sobre los topicos. I could most definitely keep going, but to keep you thirsty for more, I will leave you here for now. Where is your passion??? Don´t suppress it...